Well i use mostly on a fri night after 7.. so she ask for my phone at 5pm. And locks it in a safe i got off ebay. With my car keys.
Sometimes ill lock it away my self as she has a key.
I get text of random dealers now and again when i have just randomly got it off then. But the 2nd they text i reply back.. my mum is having this phone back. Plz dont text it again.. ill save it to my new phone.
But its got to be soon as you read that text, then delete the message and call history. Because the longer its there, the longer u dwell on it.
I asked about the job, and i was right what i was thinking.. that he does some trade job with the lads.. my mates a roofer, he sells it.. he has it at work, they all go for drinks after as well. His mates have it at work as well.
Im not saying he has it at work. Im just saying if your with other lads, and one of them brings it in work or says.. come for a drink and that. Hes gonna. Its all about cutting people off around you who have it. And if his work mates are at it, its gonna be hard. But then again they might not lol.
But its everywere.
No its not bad at all, it means you care.
My kisses would go out and wouldnt care haha. But she just locks my phone away. Ive asked her to stay in with me for a month and just be on my case so i get a month out of the way clean..
It gets easier after a month. But.. you think you are ok after 3 month or 6 month.. and you tell yourself.. 1 little bag wont harm me or beer. But truth is, you never will be.
Drugs and alcohol effect people differently. Some like my gf can just take it when they want and say no when they want. Then there are the others who just keep going and going. Its a disease at the end of the day and some people laugh at that, but it really is.
Im not to sure if i told you. But watch a video on you tube, search louise clarke, part 1 2 3. Shes an expert on crack and cocaine and has helped so many addicts. She goes deep in to it why we get addicted and to beat it. I bought her book as well and it helps. Its worth a watch. Even you watch it if you can so you can get an idea of it all.