[gabbyf]

I honestly don’t understand it but my partner has really pushed me away tonight and has been harsh.

I feel hurt that I’ve come to places like this to try and get help so I could help him when he just wants to push me away…

I know it’s easier said than done but you need to eat and you need to think about yourself. I’m going to try and sleep in the hopes that I don’t have to think about it for a few hours but I’m in so much pain and really appreciate your message because I know I’m not alone no matter how much I feel it