Hi everyone, been a while since I posted.
My son is still
Living with his girlfriend, kept up with his therapy and is still working hard. He is now clean. I’ve been testing every time he comes round, and he has stayed at home a few times. It’s better. I believe it’s better because I stopped enabling. I reached my limit and he hit is total rock bottom. He lost everything for a couple of weeks and it scared him. I stepped right away from him. He’s sorted his debt with the company step change. I still don’t trust him, I still don’t believe a word he says. … yet I’m starting to see a ray of light.
I saw addict first, son second. And I treated the addict and disconnected from my son. The hardest and darkest time of my life. A year on and I’m a changed woman, still don’t really fee like a mother. But I have so much hope.
Stay amazing people… remember you are x