I’ve just received this via text message
My heart is broken
I hope you had a nice day,
I know I haven’t been in touch. I’ve been deep in thought and I suppose I haven’t had the answers you probably want to hear therefore I’ve been avoiding it.
If I’m honest I still don’t know how I am feeling about us. I don’t know why but it just feels my heart isn’t in it right now. Maybe that’s because I have everything else going on and I’m just concentrating on me.
I am always mindful that I am leaving you out in the cold which bothers me. You know I think the world of you, I really do, which is why I’ve wanted to just sit on my feelings and hope they resurfaced.
I don’t know what is going on with me and why I feel so flat in terms of us.
I know it doesn’t help with all this going on.
I felt like giving you an honest account of how I am feeling and a bit of a heads up.
Of course I am happy to talk on the phone I just don’t want to hear you upset because it breaks my heart.
I am happy for us to meet when we can and talk. xx