That’s good, let us know how it all goes! i will be thinking of you over Easter! i think that’s a really good idea. There is nothing worse then going into work and all you do is think about what is happening at home!
Yeah i haven’t left my little one since that happened now even for 5 minutes, i just can’t trust him. I have that horrible feeling in my belly that hes going to do drugs again tonight. Mainly because its payday for him, but we need to pay the mortgage today and i know which one is going to take president!
He leaves things lying around all the time. Whenever i go back into the living room where he has been doing it all night i have to do a quick sweep of the room and hoover before the little one can go in. its horrible that i have to do that.
I keep on wishing away time and hoping that i will just blink and it will be all over, then i feel guilty because that must mean i want to skip the time with my son too. i desperate for all of this to be over and its just me and my little boy together! xx