Hey, thanks for replying.
No, I haven’t tried to contact him. So hes not exactly ignoring me. It was me who stopped responding to him.
He had been working away, and I know he was taking drugs then, he had promised to be home for the anniversary…just kept stalling saying the job wasn’t finished. I understand that he did have a job to do..but he could have gone anytime and chose to go then. So I kind of left it to him to see if he would make an effort to get back, and he didn’t. It seems petty but it was just the icing on the cake as there have been so many incidences.
I have been unhappy for a while but am always forgiving and this time, just felt like it was one more example of how little I mean to him.
Whenever his friends are around him, I barely hear from him. And now he has moved one of them in, he’s probably not even thinking of me. While I have been sat by myself for a week straight now. Guess the solitude is getting to me a bit.
I feel like maybe I was too hasty or overreacted…do you think I did?
I know he hasn’t changed nor is he making any attempt to, so I think its best not to talk. I always feel like I’m being manipulated. But I just feel very confused about how I feel now.
Really sorry to hear about your situation. At least your guy has made a conscious decision to get clean. I think maybe its something they have to do on their own for a while. And if he has been using drugs for 10 years his mind will be pretty messed up at the moment. Hopefully, once he is clean and clearheaded he will see what he has lost and come back. Maybe by then, you will feel like you don’t even want him though. Best of wishes to you.