I swear its the same he owed a lot of money years ago thar my last college tuition check went to pay them off and i didn’t know until he overdosed and he told me. He has thankfully been able to hold jobs down but bills go without getti g paid and shut off notices come or eviction notices and like your spouse, he will do good for awhile and then he runs i to someone or they reach him of his fb and he goes down the rabbit hole. I mean its gotten so bad that bc the president is sendo g mo ey to families he is paranoid i am gonna use the mo ey and leave. Its also at the point where he wants me to take a lie detector test when thhe stay home order ends. O said fine and he still goes i am gonna leave him before it happens and talks about how i am full of shit and that i will not pass. O said i am so confident i will pay with my own money that is coming. Like i have had no social media since 2014 bc he didnt like me havi g it and guys would friend me o. It and i would vent every now and them about him. So i got rid of it all. He swears i still have a secrete one and that i talk to my sons father bc when it’s time to get my son he’ll tell me oh what time do you want to get the and I’ll say whatever time and then magically my ex-husband will text him supposedly when he’s at work on his lunch break and say hey what time do you want to get D and he thinks that I’m texting his dad’s or his dad’s texting his phone his dad had no idea what my number is my son has no idea what my number is they know his number and then like last Friday we were supposed to get my son this weekend his dad never text me to see what time it is and he said that I had their text him and told him that we weren’t getting up because of this pandemic I said no and then he texted him and my son’s father goes oh I was at my aunt and uncle’s I lost track of time he didn’t believe me I’m sending the kids haven’t been in school for two weeks if you’re stuck at home or you’re taking care of someone and you’re they’re usually at school and they’re not and you lose count of what day it is but he swore up and down for like 24 hours that I was going behind is that talking to my son’s father I don’t go backwards his father night and did because we couldn’t work but things like that like the minor things like I’ll be texting my mom and she doesn’t text me back for a few hours because she’s dealing with my younger sisters who were 15 and 11 and she’s also babysitting and everything else for a lady who has to work during the pandemic and he’ll be like oh who are you texting or he thinks that I have a secret text message person and he goes through my phone like constantly emails my pictures I have nothing to hide I don’t talk to anyone on not supposed to talk to you I have no friends because even though I always got along with boys and guys in general as I was younger because a lot of the teenage girls were drama in the boys wasn’t he didn’t like that so I dropped all my friends I sit at home I crochet I watch TV and I take care of our two year old Dan and Daya I told you been for the last 2 years and he says oh you have to be doing something you have to do this you have to do that I said fine I’m taking a lie detector test I can’t handle it anymore if it’s that bad to where he’s constantly thinking that and it gets a horrible when he’s on his cracker cocaine that’s why I’m wondering if it’s like a side effect that a lot of women are seeing is do their husbands honestly think that
