I totally understand this , I have just put my son out . He is probably in the streets again and already has a black eye . I as a mother done everything I could to help, encourage , support and put a roof over his head and good in his belly . But still he chooses drugs . It’s so hard but this time I have to be strong and disconnect from him . It was overtaking my life and destroying me yet again . Still he says it’s all my fault and all the verbal abuse again . I still see my son in there somewhere , but he will never come to my home again till he is clean and I will drug test him . The choices he makes now will determine what he wants , my heart is broken yet again but I know this is for the best . Stay safe everyone during this time of Uncertainty in our country . Bless you all
