You are so lovely thank you – I hope you’re partner wakes up one day and realises that he can’t go on the way he is or he’ll lose you. It’s almost like your fighting a losing battle as the drugs will always win with an addiction. He will wake up one day and want to change hopefully that day won’t come too late for you.
After checking in with him yesterday and giving he space he replied and said the last 5 days has not been good for him and his will power has been tested. He’s going through the divorce financial part with his ex who he shares a 2 year old child with. She turned around and asked for more money out of the settlement which has caused him more stress and he tells me he really doesn’t want to break. He doesn’t want to have to go to court. It’s was actually nice for him to soften up a little and reach out to me. He said let’s catch up on FaceTime or a call tomorrow but haven’t heard from him since and he didn’t pick up my call today. He must be up and down. I’ll go back to giving him space but I’m guessing in this situation is he being tested with his sobriety and this is through his ex wife and has nothing to do with me. I need to keep myself busy and not worry whether this is going to make him break after today marking the forth week! X