I have been waiting for two years for my wonderful loving husband to come back.
Cocaine ruins lives, we were so happy, he was my soul mate and put me on a pedestal. I knew that he had used cocaine a few years after we got married but he told me it did nothing for him.
Then he starts moving in different circles. Going out drinking. He was the one that always made sure his mates got home and he never lied telling me they all took cocaine regularly.
Then he gets caught up with the wrong sort of people and was making bad decisions. Ended up getting arrested. Whilst waiting for his trial to go to court he went off the rails. He was taking cocaine, getting drunk and staying out all night. He wasn’t going to work and was constantly telling me he had the flu. Not so, he was on the coke and this changed him, he had no patience, was evil tongued, accused me of wanting someone else. He constantly lied and he never had the need before we were so close.
He was not bothered when I had hospital appointments even though before he would always be there for me every time.
He no longer loves me, he left me and now he is in prison.
I’m still waiting for the monster to disappear. He has made me ill and nothing matters to him. He has left me with his debts to sort.
I want my lovely life back and the man I love.