I can understand how you feel. Angry, betrayed and humiliated I feel this every day. ‘Husband’ has destroyed our close families and I cannot forgive him for the hurt and pain he has caused all of us. The lies, the wasted money, the debt and worst of all his paranoia.
It is horrific what the dreaded stuff can do. I honestly thought it was a recreational drug and each to their own but it’s not, it affects us as well as the addicts. In fact more so. One day they are a loving husband next day a demon.
The trust is gone now.