SongbirdGarden76, thank you for your kindhearted post. It really means so much. I am just at my wits end with this and yet making an impulsive decision can be devastating for my family. I grew up in an era where Mom was the nurturer. She kept the house cleaned, cooked and handled a lot of the miscellaneous things. I never thought in a million years that I would be playing the role of Mom and Dad. When she away for days at a time, the boys constantly ask for her. So I try to keep them occupied. Normally I would take them out somewhere to keep them distracted. But with Covid-19 that’s not possible, which makes me extremely sad. Many times I just wanna go in a corner and cry because I feel so alone. I know what addiction is like and it comes a time where you say enough is enough. At some point you have to make your choice, family or misery?
