Hi. I visited Delaware a few years ago and fell in love with the area. Its It’s amazing how they can find the drugs! My husband is the same way 🙁
It’s so hard when we think of everything they have put us through and we are the ones left to pick up the pieces. When I really sit down and think about it all I get so angry. All the time he blamed me. Insulted me, belittled me, yelled, screamed and picked so many fights. All the times I had no idea what was going on.
I know who the people are he is hanging around well. Well I found them on social media and it is so tempting to reach out to the guy who introduced my husband to them. But at the end of the day it was my husband who chose to get involved in this while I was in the hospital. He completely abandoned his family. Times like this as I sit here and write it all out I just get so angry. Angry at myself for still loving him, wanting him to get help for himself, our children, our family. All the while he is almost 60 years old and should know better! Makes me wonder about the last 12 years 🙁
So is your wife approachable about it or is it just goes unsaid? My husband and I were basically roommates and my stupidity thought it was because he was working so hard and I was busy being mom. I feel ashamed now. Only to go into the hospital and 3 days after I’m released he storms out and tells me he is no longer in love with me. Then I find out about the drug use. It’s so hard not to take it personally. But I do. Oh but I do.