Hi there! Happy Birthday to your son. I’m not doing so great. I found out people my husband are associating with are into heavier drugs than I thought. I’m still having a very hard time that he chose drugs over his family. Now he is having these people address and handle his financial affairs which is something I did for 12 years. These people arent his friends. I dont get it. I got some troubling news regarding my family and I have no one there for me. The feeling of rejection is just so much. After countless messages to him over the last few weeks to make sure he knows he isnt alone, I still get nothing in return. He came to see the kids 2,days ago and started crying. I consoled him. Someone overdosed on his apartment floor, then died 3 days later. But he was crying as he read a text that he sent to the person avout their drug use. He somehow thinks the heavier drugs are worse than what he is doing. It’s like he cares more about these people and “helping” them and just left us in the dust. I just dont get how he wants to be around these people. He has children and I was a good wife, I loved him unconditionally. I messaged him today that not one thing he did over the last 3 months was him. I told him I have to handle everything now that he chose to walk away from our life. I juat dont understand. 🙁
