Back again unfortunately … we had our baby girl in February and she is amazing … not making much of a difference to how my partner feels about codeine, which I didnt think it would, having a baby doesnt change how you feel about things.
Boyfriend came clean that he cant deal with the cravings any longer so we came to an arrangement that he would start therapy which he does once a week and we pay for as he chose to go private … and would take codeine in codeine lictus form once a week, he is open and we work together.
Its absolutely heart wrenching knowing what he is doing that one day a week but I’m just thankful he doesnt lie to me anymore.
So today he was rejected from.online pharmacy to have it delivered for monday, which just sent everything crazy, we were enjoying a lovely day, he was in good spirits.
Then the ‘I’m going out, to do what the hell I want’, ‘I’m not telling u where I’m going’
I’m learning and trying ny hardest not to bute, but my god it hurts.
Iv left him to it, hes gone to our room and hasnt gone out, alot is to hurt me I know.
I dont really know why iv wrote on here again, probably for someone to tell me it’s normal…. I dont know xxx