I feel so sad reading all your stories, mine is much the same. I feel slightly less alone having this forum to share. I’m currently sleeping on my settee so I can keep out of the way of my currently verbally aggressive fiance. Knowing my grown up children have had to listen to his crap all day is making me feel even sadder. I love my fiance with everything I have when he’s sober he’s the best , but sometimes when drunk he turns. He even looks different, it’s his eyes I actually think he’s evil and tbh I hate him. I despair that this situation never ends, constant vicious circle which is mentally and physically draining . With u all in thought xx
