I completely understand how you feel, I was in the same position this time last year although I didn’t have children. It’s a scary & a very unsettling time but keep plodding through, you’re already doing great & you’re coping with this with a young baby. It sounds like he really does need some help but he needs to want to help himself. Do you have any local community drug/alcohol programmes near your he could take part in? You haven’t messed anything up, don’t blame yourself for his addiction. Always here if you need to talk, take care! x
