[marie456]

Hes part of a local community programme but has been since before I met him. He now cant go to the meetings and part of me is glad because I know that most of the people in the group meetings were passing drugs to each other, rather than it helping him it made things worse. We tried looking at meetings outside the centre but he lost interest. I dont have the time or energy to deal with him and our baby. I tried last night to get him to sign onto an online meeting and he disappeared again for a few hours and weve hardly spoke since. I blame myself for picking him and bringing this upset in my life. I was doing well and now im back at square one and once this is over back to rebuilding my life with a child.