Hi Katiebell,
I’m really sorry to read your post and know how extra difficult this is for you in these lockdown times.
I’m glad that you’ve found this site which gives lots of support but if you would like some more please contact us at The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that offers support for people having to cope with a partner’s addiction. We have people called Family Friends who are trained and very experienced. If you get in touch I can put you in contact with one of them. Talking with someone who understands what you are dealing with might help you not to feel alone and may help to find a way forward.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Hoping that this is helpful. All the best to you.