Hi Danni, i havent even got mat leave as i was a temp and they forced me to finish early as i wasnt well so weve been living on my savings which are running out quickly – because of his addiction. I was on the operating table and he stole the card and went on a bender, even crashed my car while i was in hospital which added more expense. He seems to want to stop but wont go cold turkey. I managed to get him to talk on a couple of online NA groups last night and he said he had a plan to get clean but its not happened. I really do need some support and its been great to be able to put something on here as I cant talk to anyone. Im sure you are in the same boat, its hard to admit whats happening because you’d tell someone in your position to run a mile. I hate what ive done to myself and my child. The money i had saved was for a future that ill never see and will take me years to get back, if i ever do. I wish id had the foresight and put him in rehab instead of being in this situation. Not that its my business to do that but it wouldve been alot cheaper! It makes me feel a bit better knowing theres someone who has the same situation.
