It’s the hardest thing to go through this when you love someone, I’m to in a similar situation whereby the love I have for him seems to be deeper than the respect I have for myself. When it’s good it’s brilliant but as soon as the opportunity to get coke is there he gets it, I keep him close as I don’t want him off with idiots where he’s gone for days on end. But this time his psychosis was so bad as he hammered a load in a short time and drank a lot he was out of it and he’s left after accusing me of all sorts and said we are done. He has even took my phone. Now I sit here waiting for him to get in touch not sure when I became such a mug.
