It sounds like you’re in the same situation as my ex partner, its great that you have reached out and I hope that reading some of the threads on this forum will help you. My ex was clean for a year, and said he had never been so happy and clearminded, so I hope that gives you some hope. Read back on some of the threads on here, there’s been a few people that have written who are also addicted to coke, with some ways they have tried to kick it. I don’t know if you’ve thought about getting a sponser, but that might help too, to have someone to call when you’re craving who can talk to you from personal experience?
