It doesn’t get better. I’ve been in this for 14 years and can categorically say that it does not get better. It does get worse. You need to leave. That’s it, if it have known what I now know I would have left at the beginning. Instead of inflicting this on to 3 kids. Go and be happy, get your life set up for you and your baby. I thought it would get better after my 3rd baby but no. The baby is 18 months and my addict husband just spends 4x more money and disappears for longer. You can do it. I have just separated finances and got a new house. I will not be part of this circus anymore. Sorry I can’t sugar coat it. I wish I’d had this advice when I could have made the decision sooner. Addicts don’t just ruin lives they ruin people.
