I’ve been through all of this and I’m now two years down the line. I had to get into my head that the person I loved was no longer there. Cocaine turned him into a monster and that is the way he has remained. In fact he now tries to manipulate me even more. It’s not going to happen though. I’ve got my self respect back. I’m no longer going to look pathetic in his eyes. I’m a strong woman, strong enough to say that’s it, you made your choice.
Keep well.