[snuffysmith]

I’ll check that out, anything is worth a try. Today has been so stupidly stressy my second thought is constantly to make a call, it’s real hard. 3PM thought getting there. Think I’ll go to bed super early tonight so I dont have chance to contemplate. Honestly cant stress enough, lockdown has been the brain of my addiction. If I were at work I’d have colleges to bounce off and other outs and solutions for how stressy it is… its been made too easy to buckle. How do you go about getting a sponsor? Think I need someone to actually guide me, feel so weak and impressionable at times. Just wish life were how it was last year