Hi
Can relate to what you are going through when you say you feel like you have failed him. I’ve had to leave my partner because of his drinking and I have teenage child to think of as well so I feel like I have failed him by leaving when he needs me too as he lost his Dad 6 months ago, but hes turned into an alcoholic 🙁
I do feel for you, you have to put yourself and your child first which I understand is very hard when you love someone. Remember time is a healer x