Yea I get how you feel. It’s the toll it takes, your own subconscious trying to take over in order to protect yourself. You need to listen to that instinct. Especially so if you don’t have children. I’d run for the hills if I’m honest. I am backing away slowly, less damaging in my situation. It’s important to do what’s best for you. I have dreams where I love house and don’t tell him! Haha! Xx
