Hey. My partner and I have went seperate ways this week after nearly 2 years together and a year of pure turmoil after he relapsed. It’s killed me and I’m a shadow of who I was, I had so much faith in this man I really did but I couldn’t break myself anymore it was detrimental all round it wasn’t even helpful to him anymore. I don’t blame myself I did what I can and it’s broke my heart and no doubt his but cocaine wins and I get the blame as per usual. Nobody can tell anyone what to do only share experiences until you find the power to do what is best for you. But I’m seeing things from a different angle now and it is hard to take in what we become in these situations. You will find your answer when you are ready but don’t go against your gut. X
