This is how I’m feeling, I’ve started to switch off I’m hoping he goes back to his mums once corona virus is over, he’s really hurting me mentally and as usual blaming me. I know it’s a disease he’s got but it’s horrible, I’ve told him I’ve left him to carry on with his drugs I don’t care for his denial and lies anymore, I need to stop focusing on him and start getting myself back to what I was before I met him. Zen hope you are doing the same.
