Hi i can relate to you completely. My partner told me he had an addiction to cocaine at xmas. He has been therapy sessions for 3 weeks and then stopped going. He has told me hes been clean since but i cant trust him 100% He went to the drs and is also getting help for his depression. Although i am pleased he has done these things im so hurt for all the lies he has told and for ruining what we had. That was 5 months ago, and if anything i feel worse now than before now its all sunk in. Our relationship hangs in the balance, i have so much anger towards him so that definitely has an affect on how things are. Not sure things will ever be back how they were before. Is this how you feel?
