Hi,
Thank you for sharing your story. I am sorry that things have gone down hill for you especially since lockdown. This must be really tough for you.
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust. We offer support for people who are dealing with the impact of a partner’s addiction. I’m sorry that you don’t have anyone to talk with but, if you think it would help, we could offer you one of our trained and experienced people to talk with if you get in touch
I am concerned that you got hurt. Please don’t forget that you can can get help, information and advice if you need it by phoning the National Domestic Violence Helpline on 0808 2000 247. This line is free and confidential and is open 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck with everything.