Hi
I’m so sorry that you are in such a horrible situation, especially being pregnant. It must be exhausting for you.
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust. We offer support to people who are having to live with a partner’s addiction. We know how difficult and lonely this can be, so we have people called Family Friends who are trained and experienced. If you get in touch we could put you in contact with one of them. Maybe talking with one of them would help.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.