Hi Roseanne
Thank you for sharing your story. It’s really difficult for you I can see.
Please contact us at The Icarus Trust if you think we could help. We are a charity that provides support for people in similar situations to yourself, trying to cope with a partner’s addiction. If you contact us we can put you in touch with one of our trained and experienced’Family Friends’ who you could talk with.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best.