I’m so sorry to hear what you are going through. It must be so hard particularly at the moment in lock down.
I’m so glad that you are getting support from people on this site and from Al Anon too. If you feel you need any other help please contact us at The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that offers support to people who are dealing with a partner’s addiction. We have people you could talk with if you get in touch, and they would be able to let you know what other help there is for you in your area.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.