Thank you, and you too. It’s nice to have someone to talk to because I just feel so alone in dealing with his addiction, the house, work, kids, it’s all on me and the stress is ridiculous, As well as having to pretend everything is okay. Ive had three jobs in the space of 7/8 months because of his addiction, due to him not being in a fit state to even get up with our children, I can’t rely on him. I’ve said like you, I could walk away from it all but we’re a family and I can’t imagine our future without him in it. For the past year I have done what you have, and just taken the kids out without him, as I had given up trying to get him out of bed. That has been so much better recently up until this week when we only had 2 days off together in 14, and he stayed in bed until 2/3 on both days. He just says what do you need me for, I don’t make any difference. The fact I know today he is going straight to a dealers house after work is driving me insane. I took his phone and bank cards off him when I originally found out, so I can’t even contact him to tell him to come straight home and that I know. I just don’t even know what to say to him when he gets back…. do I try stay supportive and take it as a blip or do I take this he isn’t going to stop. So difficult.
