Reading your story Addgg, made me sad for a few reasons. Getting clean is no easy task so good on you. Ive read alot on here from the families perspective (non user), so it’s refreshing reading your story as it gives an insight of the “other side”. You talk about regret, I’m guessing it’s like looking at your family and reflecting on how that should/could have been you. I suppose what upsets me is that so many families lives are ruined when substances are involved. My own family has been destroyed by cocaine – I absolutely hate that drug. It’s been six months for us, and he is far from the man I once knew. Sadly I think eventually he will regret everything also, which I think is the most heartbreaking of all. I felt compelled to say something to you, because I just think it’s all so very sad. I’m pleased you see your children, and I hope you stick with the sobriety.
