Thank you for taking the time to message.
I will 100% continue to be sober. I lost my family unit and old life but there is no way I will let it take anything else.
I really hope that he can somehow turn it around and realise what he is doing. He should read these messages and try to understand what he is putting you through, what he has to loose and then the life that is to come if he throws it all away.
Yes, the regret is there with me constantly, along with huge amounts of guilt for my children not having their daddy living with them and being there for them as much as I should or could. I now realise, by reading these stories, the pain and hurt I put my ex wife through. She gave me enough chances but I wasnt well enough to see or realise what I was doing.
I took my eldest for his first bike lesson today so I’m focusing on positive things.
Take care