Cocaine really is the road to ruin, how it can change the kindest most loving and loyal people to the complete opposite in a flip of a switch is beyond me. I wish there was more awareness into the destruction it causes. It’s devastating because even when they get clean and swear they never want to use again, it only takes the smallest of trigger (in my ex’s case) for it to take control again. You are doing right by you and your family, you certainly don’t want your kids around that especially whilst he’s still denying there’s a problem. You have a great support network here, I read this forum every day and it gives me some comfort. Take care of yourself x
