Totally. I went back to him many times and tried to help him pickin him up when he was on his despair pity pot (clearly a comedown) I would drive miles ad comfort him he would promise he wanted to do it he wanted the ‘normal’ life with me 2 weeks later back to square 1. I thought I could live that life of knowing it was always a possibility because I had faith in him buts that’s cos I’m an empath, I was wrong. It’s lush waking up on a morning with no pressure and feeling free. Yes I have pangs of hurt but atm that’s because he is messaging me and trying to hurt me telling me is meeting another girl – crack on mate good luck to her. It’s uncanny how you can switch off when you need to.
