I’ve been in this situation for too long too. It is so painful. Seeing the person you love slip away and it seems the more you try to help the more they seem to hate you. I think sometimes my husband hates me because he is ashamed and because he knows he will never have the old us back. I am trying to break free but I keep being pulled back in because I think if only he did get clean we could have our life back, my son could have a dad. But unfortunately I dont think it’s really going to happen.
