As my son has got older I know it effects him more. He notices the same cycle that I have seen for so long. We all get agitated when my husband is sleeping all day. We all know what’s coming and how it will make us feel. I try to hold on to truths. To not let the things my husband says to me get to me. But not having friends to see and to see some normality during lockdown has been really hard. It does feel like why me and it’s hard not to spiral into feeling hopeless at times
