[jennifer68]

Helps knowing not just me feeling like this I walked for two hours other evening wearing my sunglasses to hide the tears my situation is difficult as my 23 year old son so can’t turn my back on him and if I did make him leave if anything happened to him would never forgive myself ! I can’t even imagine going through this if it was a partner and I had small children in house that’s just terrible and not fair that any of us have to live with these feelings especially when you have to put on a brave face and lie to everyone around you on daily basis it’s rubbish