No we don’t even have a relationship like that, We were seeing each other on and off for a year then he said he couldn’t do a relationship, which I was ok about as I knew I couldn’t get involved in that life.
He then said he was on the fence about being with me as I knew him better than anyone but something was stopping him.
He then met someone else moved in after a few weeks she was oblivious to it all, he always used to text me while with her checking how I am and updating me on his life, then late last year they broke up which led to him going on a binge and calling me so I went as I know how low he can go he said his parents wanted him in rehab and what did I think and I said I thought he needed to go but ultimately its his choice.
I didn’t hear from him for 3 months and now he’s back and possibly worse.
He never used to say he loves me or cares about me untill the last couple of times Ive seen him .. but now after I told him it can’t go on like this I do love him and I want him clean so we can be together he agreed and said he wants to be with me we spent most of the evening talking about it then come the morning he’s basically told me he is never going to contact me again and he’s an empty shell that ruins lives and he’s done. Honestly I worry so much he’s going to end up dead.