[daydream]

Yeah it’s exactly that .. He’s my comfort blanket, but now he’s decided he doesn’t want to have anything to do with me I feel like I am on my own, which again is stupid as it’s not as if he was there all the time or we were in a relationship anyway. I just knew if I needed him he would be there.

I wish I could have a do over of the weekend in a way and not say what I said! I should have just left it like I usually do.

Now I just feel like I am being selfish expecting what he cant give and ruined it for no reason only I wanted him to know my feelings.

I wish I could dip into his mind sometimes and just see it from his side!