You Haven’t caused anything. I understand that’s easy for me to say, but I’ve learnt that we don’t hold that power.
No human likes to feel as though they’ve been rejected, perhaps somewhere in the corners of our minds it’s pride that might be at play here.
In my opinion addicts all return licking their wounds until the next merry go round. Jump off that crap!
Honestly I broke down after so long and it’s taken me a long time to recover and I’m not the same person I once was.