I think she’s probably angry though and that’s alright as she has a right to be. She needs time to reflect and heal as I know I needed that and to be fair I still do. I was broken and the sight of him just made things worse. For me, I felt abandoned also and felt as though we was not enough for him to stop and that’s a reasonable way of thinking. Because in a way you did have the choice to stop but you didn’t and I get that the drug gripped you but at the time you chose the drug over the family. That’s what is hard to accept and that’s not to say it’s not easy for you either. Addiction is bloody hard and I know this myself, however when people have been let down so much and they’re hurting I guess like an addict we get to a point where we say “no more”.
It’s sad as I hate to hear families that have broken. It’s just so sad.
You do have a way to go and maybe you will get there. I hope so. And good for you for getting the help you need.