Hi smithy, must be so hard to not be able to tell your parents.
I have told three close friends and my family. If this goes wrong and he blows this chance I will tell the whole fucking world and their dog what he’s done. I said that today on the way to the hospital and he looked so shocked.
I want to scream, how are you shocked! You have no right!
But today was good, hospital went well and just got to wait for results.
Your daughter is bang on the money! It’s not alright, it’s not normal and it shouldn’t be accepted.
I’ve seen on here people full knowing about the party side of their partners cocaine and then it’s got so bad. I just couldn’t do that. So I’ve forced him to be a liar from day one! Because he would have always known he couldn’t have told me.
Just being let down now is the next fear… because then I’m testing my own bullshit, will I stick to leaving him. Right now, today I 100% sure I won’t stand by him if he uses again.