Reply To: Shocked and feeling sad June 3, 2020 at 5:55 pm #17022 kklostParticipant Omg I feel for you! 3 years. That’s insane!! How do you stay with him. I am so sorry. I will be ok if I left him. I will manage. But emotionally I won’t. He can’t relapse and have me. It won’t happen. I trust I am that tough.