Cocaine kills your enjoyment in things. I’m starting to enjoy certain things again. Even been watching TV and I never could sit still long enough. I’m over eating like mad but I’m finding satisfaction and remembering stuff I used to enjoy.
Coke basically makes things seem boring or not interesting including sex.
I was snappy yesterday as I was on auto pilot due to tiredness of arguing over the kids for hours on end but I’m refreshed today.
Rule I use now
H hungry
A angry
L lonely
T ired
All them make you vulnerable. Hence why I got a good nights sleep and am on day 17