It’s heartbreaking, especially reading the last bit of your comment as my now ex partner of 22 years was once a lovely, loyal hard working man. He is nothing like the person he was.
That drug is lethal and the more I read about it and how it destroys people and their families the more upset I become.
I cannot comprehend what’s happened to me since Xmas 2019. I wish I could change things and get my life back but I can’t – that drug took my life away. My ex ended up going home with a stranger having unprotected sex, then came home and lied to my face. He was never like that. We was always his priority and his world.
My heart has been shattered – I still have nightmares. Even as I’m writing this tears fall. How did this all happen? COCAINE – devil drug and you’re right more awareness around this drug needs to be out there.
I don’t even know how to recover from the crap I’ve been put thru.
Somehow I have to finally let go, as I know that man no longer exists and now that is really hard.
I would hope that it’s the drug causing the behaviour and not him if that makes sense. Although, I’ve read that the brain can be damaged – even so far as permanent. I think mine is still using as he is still blaming me for all that’s wrong in his life. I even got told it was my fault he cheated and my fault he used drugs.